The one thing i am focused on

This one thing i've focused on is my singing i gotta say i am ashamed to sing in front of my mom but when it comes to other people i don't care singing is not hard for me it's just getting in a choir that is. i have so much opportunities to go and sing my heart out i just don't go after them. i am sitting here wasting time with my life and not chasing after my dreams maybe i don't wnt to take that position that i can actually do that.anyone yet again another year has shown up with the upcoming of the gospel choir which i have to take a long time to think about. i may add that i have only three days to do that and come uo with a final decision to do that. i have told my family of becoming a singer one day because i truly believe that i can. i am not one of those fools who go on American Idol knowing well they can't sing worth two pennies rubbed together and make a fool of themselves on national Tv and expect somebody to feel sorry for them i think not LIES ALL LIES.