Passing Through Mourning

So this weekend i have to go to my uncle's funeral and have to got o a party whoop de doo. It's another friday and i'm so excited though i cried after knowing that my uncle died but strangely i have gotten over it. i am not just saying that but i find it odd but in a good way. I'm not the type of person that would sit in my house with the shades down and be depressed all day. I think not and i hate the fact that i have to go to the funeral and see my dad so sad and cry over my uncle. He had to let him go off the life support. I fellt really bad for my dad letting his brother go if i had to da that to my brother i would be devistated.